mia.

I haven't been on Blogger lately. Eleven days, if you want to get picky.
Mainly it's because I don't know what to talk about.

No, that's a lie.
I have lots of things I want to talk about. But I feel like none of them are good enough for a blog post.
So I started writing a diary again.

Yes, a diary.
I wrote one when I was in 3rd grade, but I mainly talked about how boys had cooties.
But now, it's actually kind of comforting to write in it.
It's nice to know that I'm the one who's going to read it, and nobody's going to judge me. 

And I think I just need to get over that fear.
I'm always afraid of being judged. Or labeled.
That's why I try to be as different as possible.
So people can't throw me in a bin of people they think are "jocks" or "scene".

I know this is extremely cliche.
So if you're rolling your eyes while reading this, sorry.
But that's just who I am.

I don't really know where I'm going with this.
But in a nutshell, I'm just letting everyone know that I'm back, and I will make an honest effort to post more often.
So... yeah.
I'm done rambling.

how i pack.

I'm probably the worst packer you'll ever meet.
If I need to go somewhere, I'll just roam around my house and toss in anything I think I'll need in a near distant future.

I seriously don't understand how people can pack outfits and manage to coordinate them perfectly. I have trouble folding all my clothes, much less finding them and wearing them at the right times.
I'm not going to dig ten layers of junk to find that one pair of sandals that look good with my jeans. I'm just not that kind of girl.

And don't get me started on the worthless things I bring with me.
When I'm on vacation, I've looked into my suitcase and found things that I never knew that I was in possession of.
I think I've been influenced too much by those survivor TV shows who are able to turn their old science textbook into a source of food.

I've even had a little fantasy of me saving my friends by brandishing my lint roller of death to take down a grizzly bear.
Don't judge.

aaaawwwaarrdd!

Alrriiiggghht.
I got an award.
And I know that a million of you already have it, but hey. Don't rain on my parade. Cause I'm having a party, dancing in the rain.
I got it from Zaynab and her fantastical blog iLowlife. It's a really great, so go check it out, mkay?

And now, there are these rules, saying stuff I have to do.

• Thank and link back to the person that awarded you this award.
• Share seven things about yourself.
• Award 15 recently discovered great bloggers.
• Contact these bloggers and tell them about the award.

Oh geez.
I went around, and everyone I wanted to award already has it.
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Whoops. xD
So, I basically won't really award anyone. Agh, yikes. Don't kill me. >_<

Seven things about me:

1.) I'm Asian, but don't you dare judge me for it. I'm not your typical sit-in-the-corner-and-study Asian girl. Believe me.
2.) I love infomercials. You know the commercials where the person yells at you to buy their product? Yeah, those.
3.) My iPod has an awkward variety of music. I have everything from rock to classical to screamo/punk.
4.) I love pj's and baggy clothing.
5.) Food. Is. My. Life.
6.) I've always wanted to try a McRib, but I've never gotten the chance to get one.
7.) I want a pen pal. But I don't want some random creeper mailing me in a foreign language though.

Yup. That's it. ^_^