i love ice cream.

Ice cream has healing powers.
I feel like ice cream could cure cancer one day.
Not really, but it's amazing how much better you feel after eating it.

And ice cream is always there for you when you need it.
Waiting in the freezer next to the microwavable dinners, just waiting for you to have a bad day so it can cheer you up.

I'm not saying you should go on an ice cream binge.
Actually that's counter effective.
Because if you have a whole bucket, the only thing that's accomplished is you feeling like a pig. And when you're eating ice cream, you're looking for a positive boost of emotions.
Not one where you feel fat.
So when you're eating, you need to have that perfect amount.
One where you feel pleasantly full, but not chubby.

And if you have toppings, kudos to you. Toppings make everything better.

what i do when there's no school.

During school breaks, I become dangerously uncivilized.
My sleep pattern becomes almost nocturnal, or I don't sleep at all. I wear a hoodie and throw my hair up into a ponytail every day. I don't watch what I eat, and end up having that I'm eating ice cream forever attitude. I also spend obnoxious amounts on the computer, and I lose track of time.
If you saw me in the middle of a school break, I would probably look like a running-on-caffeine-caveman-who-just-ate-a-buffalo.

In this sense, I'm actually glad that there's school.
School's my anchor. School gives me a reason not to act like the lazy slob that I naturally am.
It gives me a chance to go out into public and actually go to bed when it's still dark out.

When this is taken away from me, I go into a steady pattern.
I eat. I go back to bed. I read a book. I go eat some more. I take a shower. I go on the computer. At about 4am I go back to bed and sleep for a few hours.
Then repeat.

I'm a loser. I know.
So please don't unsubscribe because of your new awareness of my true nature.