Friday, August 19, 2011

i'm feeling negative today.

I'm in a bad mood and I need to rant.
So I'm basically going to prattle off everything that's annoying me right now. I need to let out this negative energy or else I'm going to take it out on someone.
And whenever I get irrationally mad at a person, I feel bad for weeks. So I'm going to make an effort to reduce the damage I cause.
Here I go.

I hate it when girls think it's cool to casually use their middle finger.
Am I the only one who notices? I feel like in every picture I see, a girl is flipping off the camera. And not only is it rude and disrespectful, it's ridiculous.
Honestly, why would you do such a thing? What are you accomplishing using your middle finger and shoving it in front of a camera lens?
Oh that's right.
You think doing this makes yourself seem like a rebel that shows a flagrant contempt of authority. You think you're a free spirit. You think that nobody can label you because you're so cool.
Well, you are wrong.
It makes you look like just another dumb teenager that doesn't have an ounce of respect.
And you should be ashamed of yourself.

I hate snobby people.
Just because you're good at one particular sport, or your daddy is richer than everyone else, does not make you the ruler of the freaking earth.
So stop talking behind my back because I'm not wearing the same $200 dollar jeans as you. And stop giving me dirty looks because I actually make an effort to get good grades so I can succeed in twenty years.
You are a human being. Just like everyone else.
So ditch that "I am better than you" mentality and make an effort to talk to the other human beings. Because if you gave them a chance, you might actually like them.

That's really all that I wanted to say.
Wow. I just reread all of that and I feel like a horrible person.

& about my previous post about the haircut, I've read all your comments. And thank you so much for all of your feedback. I haven't had much time lately, but I definitely will eventually respond to all of them.
And comment on all the blog posts I've missed.
I've fallen so behind it's making me depressed.

And I'd also like to thank everyone for the awards.
You have no idea how much it means to me.
I'll also do an awards post when I get the time.

So.... yeah.
I feel a bit better now. (:
Thanks for putting up with me.

Monday, August 1, 2011

short hair.

I cut my hair.
I did it.
And I ended up going a lot shorter than the pictures I posted in here
But I'm glad I decided to.
I really am.

And without further ado, here's my gloriously delicious face with short hair. (Hah.)

Edit: I removed my picture because I suddenly got a wash of paranoia that somebody would come and stalk me.

My head feels so much lighter. You'd think that a few inches of dead protein wouldn't weigh a lot, but believe me. You don't realize just how much it is until it's gone.
Also, washing and styling my hair has gotten a lot easier.
I use a lot less shampoo and conditioner, and I don't even have to straighten my hair to get it to behave anymore. At most, I comb through some molding wax to get my bangs to stay in their place.
It's amazing.

The only downside to this, is that I'm sometimes mistaken as a boy.
It gets irritating, but I think that it would be obnoxious if I complained, since it was my own decision to cut my hair off.
Besides, it's only to be expected, since short hair is almost always a "boy thing".

But all in all, I love love love it.
And to anyone who is on the edge of the decision of whether to take the dive and cut their hair off, I would do it.
But then again, this isn't something to just do on a whim, because it would take years to grow back.

However, I didn't regret this at all.
And I think I'm going to keep it at this length for a very long time.