Friday, July 22, 2011

mia.

I haven't been on Blogger lately. Eleven days, if you want to get picky.
Mainly it's because I don't know what to talk about.

No, that's a lie.
I have lots of things I want to talk about. But I feel like none of them are good enough for a blog post.
So I started writing a diary again.

Yes, a diary.
I wrote one when I was in 3rd grade, but I mainly talked about how boys had cooties.
But now, it's actually kind of comforting to write in it.
It's nice to know that I'm the one who's going to read it, and nobody's going to judge me. 

And I think I just need to get over that fear.
I'm always afraid of being judged. Or labeled.
That's why I try to be as different as possible.
So people can't throw me in a bin of people they think are "jocks" or "scene".

I know this is extremely cliche.
So if you're rolling your eyes while reading this, sorry.
But that's just who I am.

I don't really know where I'm going with this.
But in a nutshell, I'm just letting everyone know that I'm back, and I will make an honest effort to post more often.
So... yeah.
I'm done rambling.

10 comments:

Jodie-AnnDuhBawwss. said...

Yeah, I was seriously thinking "Where's Fiona?!" And I'm not kidding. xD I missed your quirky posts!
Welcome backkk! <3
And no one wants to be judged. I try to not think about it. I like being weird and random :)

Natalie said...

diaries are greatly underestimated, in my opinion. i'm glad you have one though :)

cricketfreak said...

Hmm...well, I started my blog because I was sick of my diary.
But I still have it- I find it a relief to pour my thoughts out to something that's never going to judge me.
And I think as teenagers, the fear of being judged is the most common fear we have. I just hope as I grow older it goes away.

mayen said...

hey, I missed you.. Seriously.

I sometimes afraid of being judged, that's why I am always careful of what i write on my blog. truthful yet safe. I am MIA also. :) welcome back.

Hamza Bin Ladin said...

Welcome Back=D

Furree Katt said...

missed you! ♥

Fiona said...

Jodie-Ann: Thank you!
And I love how you're so open with your blog. It's nice. [:

Natalie: I agree.
I think diaries shouldn't only be an elementary school thing, but something you do when your older too.

Cricket: LOL, that's the complete opposite of me.
I think it does go away though. It's just part of growing up, I think.

Mayen: Aww, thanks! <3
And I try to be safe too, so in case a college finds my blog, they won't be put off by it, ahaha.

Hamza & Furree: Thanks so much!

Hazel said...

I worry about being judged too, its just a natural worry when posting stuff online. Though I'm glad you're back :)

iZaynab said...

iAlso missed you ~
iWas wondering what happened to all your wonderful posts.
Welcome Back <3 : )
& Yeah, we all feel like that a little bit.
Good Luck on the Diary iHappen to always give up or forget about it every few days so iStopped doing them.

ishashime said...

welcome back. i've been away for a while, too. but mainly because the reuirements at uni are so abkahfjajhfs!